Guess who's back!

Yes I am back! This week was a great week for me. I stuck to my non smoking habits! It has been great. It is not easy but getting easier everyday....
This weekend will be a real test. My mother in law is a smoker and she is coming for a visit... She is usually good, she goes and hides so I wont see her smoke. But I still know.... My hubby is being very supportive and thanks me on behalf of him and my son... He says I will be here longer with them by doing this...
Ok so here are my results for the week... As you know last week I gained a wooping 3 pounds! This week I lost 1.75 pounds. I am almost back to the 173 mark... This week I am sure I am going to attein that goal!
Well should go... see you next week

Ah crap...

Well there has been a positive and a negative in the past week.
I have not had 1 cigarette or not even held a cigarette since 8 days ago! I mean it is not easy but I am doing it and I am so proud of myself. I am not taking any drugs or anything like that to help the cravings.. No just plain will power...
Ok so all my will power is used not to smoke so instead I am eating like crazy! Well not crazy but not following my plan at all... So today I get weighed and explained to her that I did not have a good week but you know i did not smoke so I was ok with what ever my results would be.... Ok so not so true! I almost died when she told me I gained 3 POUNDS!!! Is that not crazy! I mean in no way did I eat properly. I ate whatever I wanted. I even had Chinese food but 3 pounds in a week is insane.
So I have decided that tomorrow is a new week and a week that I am going to lose weight without smoking. I can do this!
Have a great week and wish me luck!